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im terrified of being a bum and the constant negativity is making me believe it
lowk I’m scared, like really scared, ive even had nightmares about being a "bum" so vivid they woke me up all sweaty and shii.
The hardest part is that everyone I know, including my parents seems convinced I’m "fucked" and that it’s over for me, i don’t know if they see something in myself that I can’t see, or if they’re just projecting their own fears, but hearing them say I’m totally fucked and i just dont realized it has worn me down, they really focus on the part that i dont realize how fucked the situation im in.
im sick of people telling me how to "fix" my life when I never asked for their advice, maybe cuz i oveshared and like, told them everything about my life, the good the bad, my issues my problems all that stuff, which i blame myself for it cuz i was so dumb. It feels like they think they know better than me, and they’ve decided my future before I’ve even lived it. The constant daily negativity has finally broken through. I’m starting to believe them, my mentality is messed up, I feel uncomfortable in my own skin, and I’m constantly wondering if they’re right because it’s literally breaking me.
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im terrified of being a bum and the constant negativity is making me believe it
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