If you are an individual that has a phone or any type of portable device.. then you’ve probably heard of “the problem is that damn phone” or something like that, and the more I think about it and just think naturally.. maybe she was right, maybe it’s actually the ‘damn phone’, because in short.. we made something that was supposed to be a tool that was made to make daily life more ‘easy’ to a instant drug and things of those natures, and the biggest problem is.. is that we need it, we need it out of necessity, we need it for communication, we need it for taking pictures of like your life, and yadayadyada. Yk the biggest problem is isn’t really that we need the phones or laptops or pcs and allat.. the biggest problem is that we use it for bad things(ik it sounds kinda childish saying ‘bad’ but what other word can you use?), when I mean by ‘bad’ I mean like negative, negative and bad not only to you, but the people you use the tech against yk. Like, why do we want to spread negativity and hatred, why do we gotta say to another individual you dont even know something negative, why do we watch porn, why do we watch 20 second videos a million times per day yk, when we know its bad for ourselves, its bad for our brains and our connection to the man up above and allat yk, its like and its not even ‘like’ because its kinda truthful, its so addicting that its like we are enslaved. But ey, Im not perfect, even though I say these things about phones it doesn’t mean Im not doomscrolling and sinning but Imma set that aside. Im still a slave, the fact that Im writing this whilst facing a screen makes me feel like a slave yk. But deep down, I know i can escape through this cycle. Look at Harriet Tubman, do you think that she just randomly escaped being a slave? No right. She wanted to escape and she acted on it. Motivation, ,ideas , faith without works is dead. So really, just be present. Don’t scroll your life away, do what you were supposed to do. Do what you want. Do what you will. Do what was written in the universe. Do what God wrote.

What are we trying to improve for? Is it for getting money or being more diciplined? Why do you want dicipline? Do you want things to control you, or do you wanna shape your self? Shaping your self is bullshit. You dont need to shape yourself because if you came here by not thinking too hard or follwing others, you belon here. So stop saying I want to self improve. What are you trying to actually improve? Is it your heath? I dont know, but this is a philsophy school so its probaly mindset. So are you trying to change your mindset to rambohs or yours? Do you even need to change anything? If you dont like where you are now then you must have done something too hard. Thats why most gooners wanna goon. Most men wanna goon. The men that dont goon still wanna goon, but they dont do it for this and that. I say lets stop trying to improve and try to live indivudally.

Albert Camus wrote, "One must imagine Sisyphus happy." Do you actually believe he is happy?