Being a disciple means you need to trust God will carry you
I left home and family to follow Jesus. I faced poverty but I eventually learned that God knows your needs and if you put him first, all the things you need will be added unto you. Check out this verse that will strengthen you, from Mathew 6:31-33 "Don't be anxious, saying "what shall we eat" "what shall we drink" "what shall we wear?" 32 For the gentiles seek after all these things, and your heavenly father knows you need then all. 33 But seek ye first the Kingdom of God and all his righteousness, and all these things will be added u to you."