I called it "responsibility." I called it "being prepared." I called it "control." Every morning, I woke up scanning the horizon for storms that weren’t there, bracing for impacts that never came, and silencing my own intuition to keep the peace for everyone else. ​I was a "Glass Child"—invisible, adaptable, and perpetually on guard. I believed this hyper-vigilance was my protection. I didn't realize it was actually my prison. ​Then, by pure accident—in a moment of total, raw surrender—the corset snapped. ​In that silence, the constant, frantic "doing" fell away. And for the first time in six decades, I heard something I had been drowning out my entire life: The quiet, steady voice of my Higher Self. ​I realized then that I hadn't been living; I had been surviving. I had spent a lifetime looking outward for the answers, searching for a key to a door that was never actually locked. ​The truth is, we are not the struggle. We are not the chaos. We are the vast, infinite sky. The chaos is simply the weather passing through. ​When you stop trying to "fix" your life through the lens of your old conditioning, you stop feeding the loop. You start listening. And when you finally listen, you discover that every answer you have ever craved—every direction, every boundary, every ounce of peace—has been living inside of you all along. ​I have built a sanctuary for those of you who are tired of the loop. This is not a place for trauma-bonding or decorating your past with stories. This is a space for the anatomy of the reset. ​If you are ready to stop surviving and finally start Being, I invite you to join my Tribe. We are deconstructing the old to make room for the Divine. ​The portal is open. Link in bio.

My name is Patricia van der Meer-van der Zijden. I live in the Netherlands. The reason why I started this community on Skool is because I finally after 60 years living in a survival loop, I by accident found out how to release my soul from this survivalloop and I want to help others to set theirself free as well.