A little food for thought.
Good morning Ladies It has been a very long time since I’ve been on here and posted. Just wanted to share my thoughts with women who understand. Lately I’ve been in high spirits, even tho my situation is not the best I have been trusting and believing that God has it already worked out. Today as I was working, I felt the weight of the world hit me, and my energy was shifted into anger, and depression. As I’m sitting here confused how fast that shift happened (literally in the blink of an eye). Then it hit me. For as long as I can remember I’ve been trying to be everything for everyone else while giving myself nothing. I’ve depleted myself to make sure those around me are good, all while I’m drowning in my own sorrows and depression. No one check in the one who checks on everyone. Loosing my identity very young affects me now because I do not know who Chanell is other than being a mother, daughter, sister, manager, friend, cousin, and aunt. I’ve been holding on to parent guilt that I no longer will allow to bind me. Past hurt , resentment, fears, guilt, or procrastination will not be my story. My mindset has shifted and it’s like I want so much more for me but I don’t know where to start. I don’t know what God is doing in the spiritual realm but in the natural I choose to trust and believe that the battle had been won and no more chains will bound me. I decree and declare I will be free. I hope this helps someone. Have a great day ladies