I read a scroll called, 'The Mind" by Dr. Malachi Z. York, that was my first real encounter but I didn't make the connection until later on when my baby transcended and the hospital gave me a grief support bag before I left the hospital. I was having a hard time with it and one day I started to go through the bag. It was a journal in it that was Moor or less about getting back on track and rewriting your life after losing someone close to you. It had exercises in it that centered around writing what you desire, what steps you'll take to achieve it and how long do you think it'll take. It was something like 1-3 years, 3-5 years and 5-10 years. I did it, I didn't feel instantly better but I did start to take those steps. Years later I found the paper, not sure what happened to the book and when I read it, I realized that I had accomplished most of what I wrote. So I used the template from what I wrote and created another plan, even though I wasn't at the 5-10 years mark yet. During that time I also read The Mind again and that's when what was happening clicked. I started Re-Search-in MyCellf which opened my eyes to the fact that I Am Metaphysical.