I build up the courage each day To remind myself that he needs me to stay Someday he will hear many different sides I hope he believes I wanted to love instead of lies Its too late for all the amends Existing in a world thats already decided my end Down the street is a river, they tell me to jump On the ground a pipe if its god i want to confront I feel no back i feel no bone Lusting the idea of love, no one wants to condone not ready to let him go, i have nothing left to show My mind is torture and theres no where left to go