I used to feel like such a fraud in the energetic world. Here there was these incredible people telling stories from their childhood of always being able to sense things that weren't there, having a deeper knowing etc and me who felt like an alien (sometimes actually talking to aliens) muddling my way through the space. Then I started healing from childhood trauma and memories started coming back. I deepened my understanding of things and suddenly I could recognize the experiences I had had because now I had the vocabulary to describe it. As humans we faultily compare ourselves to others, which is funny because hafl the time we don't have the full view of OUR own powers, capabilities and magic. So today, drop the comparison, even if it's just to a past version of yourself. And just let things be.