It's a simple question, at least on the surface. What drives you as a writer? There's no right or wrong answer. At the end of the day, everyone writes for different reasons: enjoyment, money, fame, talent, passion for the arts, having a story to tell, an admiration for and aspiration to be like other great artists. The list goes on. I think that I personally write for some combination of all of those reasons. I enjoy writing. I would love to make money doing it and have my stories become beloved for generations to come. I have stories to tell, and I want to be like the great artists I learned about in school. My advice to you is to ask yourself that simple question: why do I write? Then just think about your answer. Use that as your guide when it comes to writing. Remember what it is that drives you every time you struggle, or even just whenever you want to write. And if there's a certain author you particularly look up to, use that author as a guiding light. I'm not saying to deify or idolize that writer, simply find and author you admire and use that person as inspiration. Writing is a journey. Remember that. Sometimes it's slow and painful. You won't always see the results you want to see at first. That's totally fine. Just keep trying, and eventually something will work out one way or another. One of my favorite examples is H.P. Lovecraft. He died believing himself to be a failure. But today, his fiction is immensely popular and influential. Success isn't linear. That statement is applicable to all areas of life, but it's especially applicable here. Keep writing. One day you'll look up and realize you did it. But the only way to get there is to start writing now, and always remember why it is you do it.