If anyone has had a similar experience, I had done shrooms one day. Just releasing trapped emotions, not sure if I'm apathetic or something else. But along with that I wasn't sure if I had gotten possessed by a spirit, I spoke out and very clearly said "Something..is..calling..you." like the words wanted to come out by itself. I had no control of it. I wish it was more specific, but I feel like I do understand my purpose and maybe I do know what things I need to do. I also just am dealing with trauma still but always trying to learn to regulate and heal. I watch tons of self help vids and even Reys, I get the message but it's like I fail to still comprehend it..so I sometimes feel I won't ever be able to fulfill my purpose. Apologies if this got off topic. But what do you guys think that was about?