is it possible to manifest money out of thin air?

I'm a hypocrite with the fact that I don't want to prove that I'm deserving of such money. But hear me out:

(P.S. This post is strategically written to make sure you see my hypocrisy as well as my intentions to change my life.)

I need such money because:

I have sabotaged almost all my relationships, and I'm infamous only for asking for money.
I need to get therapy (to fix my relationships and behaviour as a human who is probably a stubborn covert narcissist) and proper nutrition that I've lost due to addictions and excessive masturbation.
I need to get a place of my own to live a life where there's cleanliness, healthy (mentally) people
I need a MacBook to learn a skill and not have concerns about frequent repairs
I can clear off a few debts, which will help me be mentally free
I need to be independent of my parents' financial support, because I've depleted so much of their resources for no justifiable reason...
I don't want inheritance money as a manifestation, because then, I will lose my parents. no son wants that.