Is it common to be scared to have an awaking again

I awakened and it terrified me at first and I recognized everything for a moment then I literally RAN back to what I thought I knew. Ever since I have been chasing that awareness state again, but anytime I feel I’m getting close I pull back and feel like I’m really not ready for that again. Has anyone else been like this before. Unearned wisdom.

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Is it common to be scared to have an awaking again