😭 full meltdown · 🪷 Sovereign

😭 full meltdown

I had one of the most stressful days in my business yesterday.

EVERYTHING got messed up.

Like full on systems and tech meltdown...

All while in one of the biggest launch days of my life.

A sales video blew up and as thousands of people were being sent sales links, and hundreds of people were in the middle of purchasing...

And then, right when I needed it most...

My tech systems completely crashed...

all parts of it.

And everything became the bigger cluster mess I've ever seen.

So I have hundreds of people buying things and thousands of dollars flooding in, and I am in a full blown panic/meltdown.

Thank God for my VA, my tech team & my amazing business partners who held me together while it felt like I was going to have a full on mental and emotional breakdown.

After almost 24 hours of madness and trying to plug holes in the system with duck tape, we stabilized the issue... mostly.

So today, after barely sleeping and having my Ultrahuman ring tell me I'm in an unhealthy stress and recovery range.... I really had a full epiphany.

I need to buy land, plant food, work in the garden and be wayyyyy less involved with the world of computers and tech.

I'm grateful for the complexity and intricacy of my business and offerings and all the tech things, but wow.... wow wow wow... It can be way too much.

As I write this on tech... 😓

So this all to say, from now on the main goal is to use tech as a strategic tool to need tech less and be in real life more, ideally with flowers, chicken, and my favorite people.

That's where the future is anyway...

It's not on our phones, glued to screens...

At least that isn't my future or one I'd want for anyone I love.

Which brings me to today.

I've spent the last 15 years traveling to, studying, investing in and cocreating with ecovillages, off grid communities, retreat centers, intentional communities and also some culty like places.

I've seen a lot, learned a lot, gained a ton of wisdom and gotten clear on what the most optimal path for human flourishing could look like.

Which is why I'm hosting today's call.

I can't wait to see you there - check out the calendar and you'll find the link x

Thanks for listening to my big ole rant... my nervous system is still overstimulated but we're here... and I appreciate you 🙏🏼💛

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