One pound may not seem like much, but to me, it feels enormous right now. I have been fluctuating between 260 and 262 since late February. I started my weight loss journey at my highest weight ever, 285. As I mentioned in a previous post, that number terrified and motivated me. I jumped on the scale this morning and dropped my jaw when it read 259. With this new level unlocked, I feel motivated now more than ever. I am marked with hope and mercy, and I felt all that in that moment on the scale. A friend told me this morning that the past few months of struggle became my origin story. Now I just have to determine my superhero name.

While praying this morning, I found myself weeping uncontrollably for five minutes with absolute joy. I'm officially 11 days of being seizure-free for six months. Fighting these seizures has been one of the top three challenges of my life. During these past three years, I felt so hopeless that they would ever stop. But then I hit one month. Three months. Now five and a half. God still works miracles every day. One day at a time is what I'm hoping on. And there it is. My hope is back. And I feel so free. Thank you to everyone who has supported and prayed for me, my wife who is my rock and loves me with the love of the Lord, and my God who began a good work in me and will see it to completion. If you are struggling right now, know it DOES gets better. And if you ever need prayer or a listening ear, my DMs are always open. Thank you for reading and may God bless you all.

I know it's low quality. It's V 0.1 of a VSL. It's 1 am. I intend to keep trying again and definetelly will keep doing it again with better equipment once I buy it. I said before I woudn't do it, but I'm a hypocrit, and I'm always learning and correcting myself.

Is "NOT NOW". Roast my first YouTube video. It's bad, but it was done and it's better than not doing it!

First one is me singing it and second one is direct from sumo. Song making for my into to videos.