Right now, I am learning so much about myself and to be honest it is almost scary. This year has been ups and downs. I have to say I feel that I am in a safe space to be honest with God, myself and others. It is becoming clear to me the struggles I face and the why I have been so stuck. I know that I struggle real hard to bounce back once I feel like I have failed. But being honest with myself of how I really feel about things is allowing me to be naked again before God and trusting my community fully.