I started this platform 14 days ago really feeling inspired, and since then, I really been at my lowest. I haven't been in the Christmas spirit, I have been miserable, I have been feeling unappreciated, showing up for everything and everybody but no one doing the same for me. This is my birthday month and I know no one is thinking about me! Perhaps it's just me getting another year older, or perhaps its just me kind of frustrated at where I am in life. I actually know what it is, I am just not ready to confront it quite yet, but it' really building up. Hang on it's gonna be quite a ride!