To my boys, I wanna say from the bottom of my heart, That I'm sorry you both had an unfair start, I'm sorry I didn't heal myself before bringing yous into it, You both have had to deal with a fair bit of shit, I'm sorry neither of you got a father, just a broken mum, How I wish to all this, I could feel numb, The pain yous would have felt at times, should have never existed at all, My babies!! I let yous down, I let us fall, But mamas finally out of that Rutt now, we can finally move up and on, I just really hope I'm not too late, hope the opportunity hasn't gone, I hope you both can forgive me, hope you guys can gimme one more chance, We've been through the worst right? Could we give what could be a glance?, You both are the only things/people in the entire universe I want, need, love!!, Your crazy fits my crazy just like a glove, I've been a rubbish mum, I'm so mad at me, and it's ok if yous are too, No one can tell you how to feel, just you, Not me not a friend, no stranger night or day, Only you know when your ready to throw them away, I love the two of you with every last piece of me, And forever and always will unconditionally!!!!