I don't remember about negative behaviour or negative reaction directions to me. But in my neighborhood are two people who are very negative. When I have to talk to one or second one of them I feel uncomfortable. They stressed me. I am planning to change the way of conversation with one of them. I will say things more directly without fear. I will be more confident. Bud I know, that people are not changing and specially people who are not open and with short visions.
What really bothers me is losing my life, my friedom, my hobbys, my time for myself. I always try to find something positive in the routine of life as a single mother and small still sick child. I want to shake off the bad mood. And the best way for me is walking outside or some sport. Because I can't go anywhere I am going to excersice tomorrow morning and I am going to cook something healthy. I have experience, when you eat healthy your mood is better.