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One step forward

Hiya, my names is Courtney. I thought I’d introduce myself. Im 31 and currently live in the Cotswolds, originally from the New Forest UK.

Im feeling stagnant in life. Doomscrolling and feeling unfulfilled in every aspect. Ive been experiencing some crazy spiritual stuff since 2018, I know that the collective consciousness is awakening and i know that the best thing for me to do is work on myself but im finding it soooo difficult and the pressure of that is making me even more stagnant.

The things i have felt and seen in the last 8 years are sooo magical that i struggle with the mundane. My phone is turning my brain into mush but the only people who i feel truly connected to are no where to be found in real life.

I have no structure, my home, relationship and work life is all wrapped into one and i spend all my time at home. My friends are far and i have a very complicated family dynamic. Ive got myself in a situation that i have no idea how to get out of.

I cant do anything for the collective if i keep living the way im living. All i want to do is help people. I have so much potential but my brain just isn’t letting me live it.

I know how to fix it.

healthy eating
exercise
drink water
be creative
stop scrolling
More social interaction

I just cant keep consistent 😫

Any tips and tricks??

People will say sounds like adhd etc but i dont want a diagnosis or medication. I feel the rise in adhd/autism is the rate in which we are learning and our brains are trying to keep up. Also the collective awakening, we are becoming more spiritual in tune which is overwhelming our senses.

If this resonates give me a follow and maybe we can tackle this together 😂

Much love x

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