The more I learn about shifting, and the more I'm aware of myself. Tuning into myself. Now that I know where to look... I see the beauty in my mistakes. And the fear of my progress What I find is I'm looking at the future still from that old self. The one that didn't follow threw. Not because I didn't want it. Not because I didn't have support But that I had let myself down so many times. I listen to Leila Hormozi all the time. I love what she says, she spends time visualizing and planning. Then when it comes time, f@#$ your feelings, follow the plan For people who are more sensitive to energies, this isn't as easy. Because we have all these things coming in But here's the thing, I am master of my own mind. How do we wrangle in what we want, when we have things pulling on us? #1 Trust. This too WILL work out for your good #2 Don't resist it. But at the same time, what's the best use of your time? What would relieve the most stress to have done now? I'm starting to weigh things, when I have plans on one hand. And these other energies coming... Which would relieve the most stress? Or cause the most, if not done? Because here's the thing. I have my plan. I recognize my energy is weak, because I'm fighting the improvement it's going to make. So other things pop in Those "other things" are usually the things that we created from those past manifestations (we're consistently manifesting). But I'm now building a brick home. Why am I going to use the clay I ordered last week, before I decided to move the other direction? Send that clay back, get your money back. Yes it delays things a bit. But what use will a half clay, half brick home do at the end of the day? The brick will be there shortly! This is why we prayed, while making the plans.... That makes it a divine plan.... Follow the Divine Plan

I would have to admit, I woke up in an "F-U Mood" today But crazy enough, it's not the same "F-U Mood", I'm used to. That comes with the "Poor me! Why don't they love my vibe" It's an "F-U Mood" like ... I'm DONE giving my power, giving my energy, my focus, my drive, my talents or giving my time into people, places and things, that just don't return ANY value Things that cost me more of my power, talents or time than they're worth ... It's simply not a good investment of my resources Most importantly! Because it keeps me chained (like the baby elephant) to the lower mindset of "not enough" or "unwanted" And I WANT to make an IMPACT on The Collective THIS YEAR! And the ONLY way I'm going to do THAT ... is to start cutting off these dead or diseased branches, that just waste my VALUABLE and DIVINE resources I'm not talking about, I want as much as I'm putting in ... I'm talking about things that DON'T return ... Or things that I'm putting in 2, 3 or 4x the effort than it's worth, just to keep up with people And those people ... when we DO connect ... I can literally feel how much effort, it is for them ... just to make an effort to catch up ... after 6 months of no communication Do I WANT to settle for "good" in life? Or do I WANT this world to be noticably better, because I was in it? I decide my life and my future ... by my actions The Universe (GOD) will support me ... either ... way... I go The wolf I feed ... WILL live! Something I found great healing in ... was finding my story in Yeshua's life ("Jesus" real name) -- It's an exercise I urge anyone with the Bible to do. It's crazy how you can see, why your life is what it is ... Mine was hearing the story ... of where Yeshua's mother and brothers came to Him ... You might know the story ... Usually the story is taught like this ... You hear of Jesus (using this name purposefully) saying ... "these are My brothers and sisters" ... As if we're family, but ONLY by faith, IF you follow The Law or His Teachings ...