18d • General discussion
✨ Transparency Post: The Mask I’ve Been Wearing & Where We’re Headed as a Community ✨
Hey heyy…
Since you’re already here inside this community, I want to talk to you on a deeper level. This isn’t social media, this isn’t surface-level, this isn’t curated.
This is me — transparent, unfiltered, imperfect, and evolving.
Let me start by saying this:
For a long time, I’ve been wearing a mask.
Not a fake version of me — but a survival version of me.
The version that shows up strong, capable, intuitive, grounded, and in control.
The version that’s always “held together” because falling apart wasn’t an option.
But underneath that mask?
I overthink.
I hesitate.
I take on emotional weight that doesn’t belong to me.
I dim myself to keep the peace.
I delay my own dreams because I’m scared of being misunderstood or unsupported.
I hold myself to impossible standards and then pretend like I’m not drowning under them.
And lately… all my readings, reflections, and intuitive downloads have been calling me out.
They’ve been telling me:
You can’t evolve by pretending you’re fine.
You can’t elevate while dragging old fear behind you.
You can’t step into your next chapter with a mask on.
So I’ve been sitting with the truth.
The truth of who I’ve been.
The truth of who I’m becoming.
The truth of what’s no longer aligned and what’s being reborn.
And I’ve realized:
I’ve been forcing outcomes in my career instead of flowing with divine timing.
I’ve been approaching love with old wounds instead of open-hearted trust.
I’ve been over-functioning in collaborations and relationships instead of receiving support.
I’ve been showing up for everybody except the parts of myself that needed the most tenderness.
But here’s where the shift is happening:
I’m done hiding behind strength.
I’m done pretending I don’t need rest, reassurance, guidance, or connection.
I’m done carrying the world on my shoulders like I don’t deserve help.
I’m done abandoning myself to keep everything “together.”
I’m letting myself be human again — not just the healer, the guide, the teacher, the strong one.
I’m stepping into the version of me that’s aligned, intuitive, growing, unraveling, and rebuilding all at the same time.
I’m forgiving myself.
I’m releasing perfectionism.
I’m letting old versions of me die with grace.
I’m learning to soften.
I’m learning to trust the flow.
I’m learning to be held — not just hold others.
And because of that… the way we move in this community is about to evolve too.
We’re working on new teachings.
New programs.
New rituals.
New conversations.
New layers of honesty and healing that go far beyond what I’ve shared on social media.
This space is becoming a home for the parts of us that don’t get shown anywhere else.
The parts that need softness and realness.
The parts that are tired of pretending.
The parts that want transformation — not performance.
Thank you for being here while I grow through this.
Thank you for witnessing the real me — not just the polished version.
Thank you for walking this path with me as I step deeper into authenticity and alignment.
We’re not just learning together in here —
we’re evolving together.
And I’m grateful for every single one of you.
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✨ Transparency Post: The Mask I’ve Been Wearing & Where We’re Headed as a Community ✨
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