Feelng alone ,and the rest of my emotions are indescribable. I have no help, all public assistance depleted, I have to move out of my rental property of the last 6 years in the cold month of December in between thanksgiving and Christmas because the raised rent over the last six years has become too high and it wouldn’t be a good decision to continue to pour majority of my income into rent and utilities. Wishing for a miracle with disciplined action is not an option. I wish this was a bad dream I could just wake up from. I have an eight-year-old daughter, and 13 year old son that depends on me. The thought of them is my motivation. That’s where I find my strength and motivation to pack up, downsize, stack my money and continue my plans of investing in our living trust, and restaurant god willing.