Hello Everyone,
I am going through a very hard phase in my life, I have been jobless for 5 months now. From earning 400k+ to zero earnings in 5 months. My saving are exhausted, living life on loans, don't know how far I can keep it. Getting sucidal thoughts everyday. My family's behaviour has shifted 180 degrees towards me. To me it feels like "A dead son is better than an unemployed one".
Cherry on top, I worked hard to get some work from upwork, and after 5 months of consistant efforts, upwork just deleted my profile, and banned me, I lent 100k from a friend to buy connects and ALL GONE. I am not sure what I should do right now. Please give me suggestions.