Journaling Day 15th,, 18th of July 2k26 · Make $1k-$10k in 30 days

Journaling Day 15th,, 18th of July 2k26

I woke up at 3 30am,, prayed my namaz,, and then went in fresh air and did a lot of zikar or boht sari duain ki ALALH tallah say...Till 6am mainy mobile use nhi kia..

Isk bad mainy Apny lactures wagera liye or 8 bajy tak aa kar lait Gai Raat ko nend nhi ati Soo 8 bajy k bad Thora soa jati Hun...

I woke up at 11am or uth k Quran notes banaey till 12 40pm.. usk bad mainy breakfast kia Joo lunch b tha almost 🫠🫠

Namaz parhi or bsss Kuch samjh nhi Aya Kya Karun....5 bajy tak aisy hi laiti Rahi Apny room main...Qk last Kuch days main Ghar main mahol boht ajeeb hai mery baba or bhaii ki apas main bss lagi rehti h behas or Mera bhaii bechara uski mental health kharab hoti hai bss... Ye Sb mujh say dekha nhi jata Meri apni energy drain ho kart reh jati hai,, bss phir main Apny Abba ko avoid ii karti hun.... Ye parents k rawaiye naa Jo apki mental health barbad karain ye aik alag kisam ki struggle hai...khair 5 bajy uth kar k mainy shower Lia or soacha Kuch nhi hota sab thek ho jayga Get up now... Uth kar mainy shower Lia sbk lye juice banaya or Apny liye ice coffee banai, namaz parhi asar ki usk bad choty moty Kam thy butt phir wohi dinner time khany par phir Abba Shuru ho gaey k wo Meri sunta nhi hai ap loag usy support karty ho...flan flan,,,, ufff literally I was fed up mainy b usk favour main kafi ziada batain ki or uth k walk out ii kar Gai Mera dosra Bhai b.... Bsss Kal ka din boht heavy to handle tha...

Takrebn 10 pm say main to room main thi k bss Sona hai ab lkin in soacho nay sari Raat Sony nhi Dia 🥹🥹

Kashh ye parents samjh Jain humn b kbhi...

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Journaling Day 15th,, 18th of July 2k26