Journaling Day 12th,,,14th of July 2k26
As usual I woke up at 430am is trhaa say,, prayed fajar,,, zikar azkarrr,,tasbeehat and took my Quran class,, butt aj ki favorite bat ye thi k Barish ho Rahi thi Raat say subha b ho Rahi Thi mainy is beach kitchen main jaa k Apny liye coffee ka aik mug banaya or waps Barish main agai mainy coffee k Sath class li usk bad free ho k waps agai room main...
‎‎6 30am Kay bad mainy apni digital Marketing ka 1 lacture Lia,,notes ka Kuch Kam kia,, pechly din ka journal post kia,, skool community explore ki... Usk bad mainy breakfast kia 9am tak phrir Thora Yahan wahan ghum phir k 10 bajy tak main soa Gai mujhy nend aa Rahi thi shaded waliiii🫠🥹😭😭
‎Or main uthii 1 bajy Astagfirullah Meri behn Ghar nhi thi jab main jagi she said Good morning 😂😂😂 mainy b soacha Dekho zara kon loag mujhy good morning ki aarr main Tanna marr rahy Hain... Khair uth k mainy aik or lacture Lia digital marketing ka,,, phir uth k shower lay kar namaz parhi...or namaz parh k bss wasy ii kafi dair jainmaaz par beathi Rahi dill ii nai kar Raha tha wahan say uthny ka even main Kuch bol b nhi Rahi thi Allah tallah say....khair phir uthi... Or 4 bajy tak free thi mainy Kuch journaling ki dill ki batain ki beach beach main scroll b kar rai thi... 4 bajy k bad aak Meri behn nay Sony Wala Kam kia to mujhy b nend agai🫣🫣 main 5 40 tak waps soa Gai uff Allah..jab main uthi to mujhy achnk say purani zindgi say aik flashback Aya....ab main dinko nhi soti jesy Kal soii this is Soo raer lkin pehly jab main vailii hua karti thi koi goals nhi hoty thy mindset block hota tha Sara Kuch..mdhair sary bahany hoty thy tab mery pass Sony k ilawa koi Kam nhi tha bss sonaa sonaa sonaaa..... Ufff mujhy itnaaa ajeeb feel hua Sath main ye b ahsaaas hua k larkiii bari ho Gai hai,, grow kar lia hai Allah Huma barik bss ab upr Jana waps na Jana kbhi b....(This realization was worth) Main aisi batain yad kar k emotional ho jati Hun bsss Qk wo helplessness ye growth ka safar kbhi asaan nhi tha mery lye,,, comfort core ko chorna was never easy butt yess did it Allhamdolilah and I'm very proud of younger self jis nay ye steps lany ki himat ki thi atleast.... Bss phrir magrib tak aisy ii waqkt guzar gaya..
‎‎Dinner k bad I went in fresh air,, walk ki,,, waps aakr change kia,,, exercise ki,,Qk ziada Sony ki waja say main boht low feel kar Rahi thi,,, wazu kia namaz parhi,, brushed my hairs or bsss I was about to sleep...
‎11pm tak I was on bed bss phrir Sony Wala Kam kia..😁
Acha din tha Allhamdolilah butt ab ziada soa jaun to lagta hai Mera waqkt zaya ho gaya...lkin khair ye phases b zarori hoty Hain life main,, wo realization was best part...Goal was all about my Marketing classes k inko is week main many complete krnaa hai,,Sath main spiritual connections main b balance rkhna hai,,,khud ka khayal b rkhnaa hai,,, as I'm huge overthinker..
‎Soo that was all🫠🫰
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Journaling Day 12th,,,14th of July 2k26
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