There's is a line "Victory has defeated you" by Bane from The dark knight rises and felt that
When I was in Matric , I was working with some local clients part time although they aren't paying me a handsome amount but I was happy at that time and as a student it was a good amount and at the other hand my skills are also developing but something happened that I didn't even realize just only 1 week before my boards exams ma beemar hogya after check up pta chala ke mujhe jointness hai then mne jointness ke Sath Sath exams clear kre then due to my sickness and exam I started losing my clients kiuke unko ma work deliver nhi kr parha tha 2 3 weeks se exam khatam hone ke Kuch time baad Jaker ma thek hua but boht zada demotivated tha kiuke clients ja chuky thy physically weak hogya tha mentally bhi Thora weak hogya tha and in sab chizon ke doran mujhe mostly mere doston ne bhi chordia tha Kuch isy pehly Meri life comfort zone ma guzar rhi thi ma editing krke earnings krta tha , junk food consume krta tha doston ke Sath enjoy , watching movies ye sab krha tha but after exam mere clients gaye , doston se dur hogya , beemar hogya , physically and mentally weak hogya and pehly ma Jo earning krha tha wo itni zada amount nhi thi but I was thinking that I'm owning the world, then I started working again on my skills and started finding work .
I started take my physical health and mental health seriously mne weight gain krna Shuru krdia us waqt ma 40kgs ka tha , ma jitna content consume krta tha sabki mene educational content se replace kia tsky mind strong ho and due to ma doston se dur tha to ma completely isolate hogya tha actually ma khud bhi apna circle change krna chah rha tha phly mne Apne circle ko change krne ki Koshish ki but I failed then I mene apna circle hi change krlia kafi farq para and due to isolation ma khud or Sahi se time spend kr ska after working for 1 year I gained my weight 60kg and that was good According to my height and age , I changed my thinking about money , life and everything due to educational content and ma again client's me Sath work krne lga kafi time bad mujhe client mile again and mene Kuch new friends banaye or Kuch ke Sath reunite kia and gym join kia kiuke ab ma physically able ho Chuka tha gym ke Lia
To aj ma yahi sochta hu ke agr ye sab na hota to aj ma itna grow nhi kr paata mentally, physically, financially har Tarah se growth hui and alhamdulilah I started learning about deen more deeply and just 1 year ma kafi growth hui and money isn't everything mujhe ye bhi sikhne ko mila , bohat se din depressing and stressful hoty and but wohi hamare mind ko strong banate Hain zaruri nhi ha ke aap har baat jeeten boht si dafa apko harna hota ha kiuke jab ham continuously Jeet ty rehty Hain to han comfort zone ma chale jaty hai and harna zaruri bhi hota ha to,
life ma kabhi bhi up s and downs ayen to smajh liye ga ke apki growth Honaa Shuru hogyi ha
~Huzaifa Mansoori