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Day 1 | Dec 5th, 2025
I am starting my journal from day 1 as i missed it somewhere in the middle before.
Had a very uneasy sleep and woke up with a very heavy heart. Got up, fresh howi went downstairs for breakfast. Kuch khanay ka dill nai kiya ended up having just a cup of tea. Still couldn’t figure out whats wrong. Took a paper and a pen and wrote about the previous day. Thoori baht samajh aiye kay masla kahan ha. Met a friend last day, baht khushi khushi milnay gai thi mainy usay, par uski kuch batain mere dill ko baht zor say lagi halake we have known each other since a while now par pehly kabhi aisa nai howa par is mulaqat nay mera dill baht bhari krdia. Since the moment i came back kuch uneasy cheez thi ajeeb sa dill ho raha tha, i didnt want to accept it but lag raha tha yeh dosti ab takleef aur besakooni day rahi ha.
Khair samajh nai aiye kiya kia jaiy, skool khola aur haroon bhai ki rewire you mindset ki video dekhnay lag gai. Thoori dekhi aur sakoon bhi mila. jummah ka din tha surah yaseen parh kr zuhar ki namaz parhi thoora zikr kiya aur duphair ka khana khaiya. Khanay kay bad bhi ajeeb si besakooni mehsoos ho rahi thi, samajh nai aiye kay us dost say baat kron ya bs janay doon. Baat ki toh kiya woh meri baat samjhay gi, nah samjhi toh. Mujhy woh dosti nai gawani. So i just let it be. Dill main khayal aiya kay surah rehman has always helped in getting peace. Surah rehman aur us kay bad surah waqiah parhi. Aur haath main counter rakh liya aur bs Allah ka zikar kiya. Asar kay bad kamray main aiye toh phone baj raha tha. Yeh ek aisi dost ka phone tha jis ko shayed elham ho jata ha kay mere saath koi masla chal raha ha, par main usay bhi bata nai paiye. Us nay poocha kay sab sahi ha mainy bhi han kr kay baat tal di. Kuch der baat ki aur honestly baht acha laga. Magrib parhi aur sab kay saath chai pee. Chai pee kr kamray main aiye aur kuch parhai related cheezain dekhien us kay bad instagram scroll kiya. Bhai kay saath batain kien. Dinner bananay aur laganay main madad ki. Khana kha kr bhaiyon kay saath sequence kheli, jis say dimagh thoori der kay liya un thoughts say nikla. Kamray main aiye isha parhi, surah mulk suni and ab journal likh rahi hoon.
Regarding the thing i am feeling at the moment, us main do cheezain hotien hain. Ya toh main ja kr direct baat kr loon kay mujhy yeh masla ha jo kay shayed agla nah samjhe ya phir bs let it go kr doon. Deep down i want to but i dont want to let go of this friendship. Couldn’t figure out kiya kiya jaiy
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Day 1 | Dec 5th, 2025
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