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We did not ask for this!
Today was a tough one. Not my grief, but my almost heart attack. I have a condition that causes extremely high heart rate and the process to bring it down was not working.
This was scary. My children and grandsons were very frightened and upset. I wasn’t sure my “I’ll be fine in a minute” would be true this time. For a brief moment, I imagined seeing my son again. I thought, “why not?
Then I heard my grandson say, “ oh no we can’t lose her too!” And I remebered why I am still alive. Why every single day I make the choice to stay here, be present, despite the agony I am in.
I am STILL HERE, and so are you!! What is you why, your reason matters!
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We did not ask for this!
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