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A Journey Back to Self
I’ve always known I was different.
Even as a child, I felt things deeper, saw the world through a lens I couldn’t quite explain — a quiet kind of magic I didn’t yet have words for.
And then, like many of us, life happened.
I became what I thought I was supposed to be.
I built a life that looked good on paper.
But something inside me never felt quite at home.
Everything changed in my 40s.
A new career, one I almost didn’t say yes to, cracked me open in ways I never expected.
It helped me find myself… lose myself… and eventually, find a version of me I never knew existed — the version I was always meant to become.
When my 20-year marriage ended, I walked into the next chapter alone.
No parents. A 17-year-old son. A ranch and a vision and… honestly? A lot of fear.
And I won’t sugarcoat it — I broke.
I made mistakes. I let the wrong people in.
I tried to build something sacred with the wrong energy — and I paid the price for it.
But here’s what I know now:
That fire didn’t break me.
It forged me.
Because on the other side of all the struggle and survival… I found her.
The woman who won’t give up.
The one who was born to be a voice for the horses — and a light for people still walking through their own darkness.
The one who finally remembers why she was put on this earth.
I’ve stripped away everything that no longer fits.
I’ve said no to the distractions.
And I’ve surrendered fully — to the divine, to the land, to the work I was always meant to do.
✨ And the vision ahead?
It’s too early to share the details — but it’s powerful.
It’s purpose-led.
It’s going to bring people back to themselves through nature, stillness, healing, and horses.
It will serve our community in meaningful ways.
And when it works — because it will work — we’ll teach the model to other grassroots nonprofits across the country so they, too, can rise.
Because this isn’t just about healing.
It’s about sustainability.
It’s about soul.
It’s about building what lasts.
So if you’re in a season where everything feels like it’s falling apart…
If you’re exhausted from holding it all together,
or terrified of what will happen if you finally let go —
I want to ask you something:
🌿 What if the breakdown is your doorway back to truth?
🌿 What if the detour is your divine redirection?
🌿 What if all of this is part of your becoming?
This is what I’m here to help people do.
To remember who they really are.
To stop living in the stories of their pain.
To rise.
I used to think I was late.
Now I know — I was right on time.
And every lesson, every heartbreak, every storm…
Was guiding me right here.
To this ranch.
To this land.
To these horses.
To this purpose.
I’m stepping out of the matrix now.
And into the life I was born to live.
Are you ready to join me?
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