I was away for 48hrs not really to do any else but work and be alone! I’m working on my 2nd big resource for families, and I’m feeling so excited about it, and yet so so scared! Being alone reminded me just how much shit we go through day in and day out! How many streams of consciencness, how many people we actually care for, ALL the little and big details! It overwhelmed me, seeing it all from afar! I’ve had this idea in my head for a good 6 months and I got down on myself, so much negative talk bc I couldn’t finish it or start it… when I was alone, I was like all god damn, NO WONDER! There is no time or energy! It’s like trying to sprint when there is an elephant on you! I think this happens to a lot of us, we don’t ACTUALLY realize that what we are doing is HARD!! And no one else really realizes it either and we don’t get the affirmation, but we don’t need it, but it be nice! Anyway! I see you, I know how hard your working, I know it might go unoticed, but give your self a big hug a deep breath and a moment to realize, just how amazing your are❤️