That headline was written in my best Bruce Buffer voice. I hope you read it like that too. 🤭 Welcome to the community!! My name is Nathan and I created this space for weirdos like me who are conscious and aware but still find themselves running old programs and scripts in our secret mind. It's the place where I am coming to grow and maintain relationships, manage finances, build wealth, and THE VERY MOST IMPORTANT ONE TO ME: to live a satisfying, joyful life, free from the binds of past and memory and habit and programming. A bit about me, I am 49 years old going on 12, I reside in Ogden Utah, I like long walks on the river, paddle boarding is my jam, and seeking inner peace, awareness, and expansion are the top of the priority list for me. I am a life long albeit not-practicing musician, I have recently discovered that I LOVE writing (mostly this kind of stuff, I like seeing my words!!), I PRACTICE the shit I share and talk about and I have nothing to lose by immersing myself in this work. EVERYTHING to gain, but mostly just satisfaction with and love for myself. Expansion and awareness come with price tags!! The prices are not one-and-done and they are not the same for everybody. We all get our karmic debt called due in every moment and the payment is CHOOSING to do, feel, and be peace, love, joy, bliss, and fulfillment for NO REASON AT ALL. It's like that folks. NOTHING external will heal you or fix you or make the changes your true hearts desire. THIS is the Conscious Comeback my loves. We are all slivers of the All, the same God Consciousness that each and every one of the people you admire and emulate and want to be like are connected to. YOU have the Divine Gift of the power to control and direct the power of your own mind to whatever ends you desire. GET UP AND ACT LIKE IT. INTRODUCE YOURSELVES!! Love you all!!

Life is better when you share the things you have, whether it's the things you have or the feelings of gratitude and love! I love you guys and I'm so grateful to be here with all of you!

You objectify yourself and who ever you're thinking about and it makes it impossible to have a real connection, with yourself and others.

Video introduction for vibes. But I guess I will tell you a couple things here… I’ve been a spiritual entrepreneur for 20 years. Spiritual development is a real passion for me. So is personal development and business. I’ve been doing a lot of deep healing work lately on some of my deepest core wounds to do with love and relationships. If anything has held me back over the years, it’s been this one. Like BIG time. I’ve lost 90 pounds in my healing journey. Oh yeah! I’m also 20 years clean and sober. And SO grateful. 🥰 In the past, I would work too hard to curate things like an introduction. I wanted to make sure I was in perfect control of how your impression of me sat in your head or your heart. Not trying to be defiant to the intro task lol, but as part of my healing journey, I promised I would just BE. So, I’m going to share something I wrote today and you can start to get to know me if you’d like 🙂 Thanks again, @Nathan Maughan for the opportunity to connect with you in the community! ________ i went off the internet for seven months — not because i gave up, but because i finally went all the way in. into the parts of me that still hurt. before i tell you what i found, ask yourself: what are you using to numb the ache? what do you reach for when it gets quiet? after i got clean, i couldn’t do a drug. i couldn’t take a pill. i couldn’t drink — not without losing everything i’d fought for. so i ate. i fed myself comfort, distraction, survival. i tried to fill the silence that sobriety left behind. for me, my pain was around romantic love — the kind that makes you question your worth. for years i said, “i feel enough for myself, but i don’t know if i’m enough for someone else.” underneath that lived stories like: love has to be given to me from someone else, but… they didn’t want me. i wasn’t special. i’m not important. I never was. i’ll always be too much or not enough. those stories became my truth. and when the heartbreak came, i didn’t know how to hold it —

This video briefly explains the foundations of the community. Have a watch and introduce yourself! Tell us who you are and how you're feeling and anything else you'd like to add. Thanks for being here!!