How do you guys maintain your desire to live? What is it about life that makes it worth living?
I know it might sound like a weird question, but I dwell on it so much. I can't answer this question myself. I don't see a reason.
Yesterday I did the BW and it helped me so much, but some random things happened today and it already brought back my thoughts of wanting to let life go.
It's not that I don't see the beauty of life, it just seems meaningless to me. Like I would easily leave it all behind. I don't always feel like this, so I wanted to see if anyone could give me some insight.
I guess I feel disappointed in myself for being like this, like I'm ungrateful to the universe. My birthday is in 6 days and I feel sad about it, so this whole life questioning is stronger now.