As I approach the anniversary of the birth and death of my infant son, it is different this year. It has always carried a feeling of dread. The sadness held in a vacuum of silence. This year as July 10th nears I feel anticipation. A celebration. Over the last year I have said my son's name out loud. I have written a book, Until Next Time, telling my story. I have created safe spaces for families to share their loss. Meet others who understand. This year I find joy in the legacy of love I have created for Robert William Johnson. No more shadows but loved fully in this life. Remembered and cherished. #miscarriage support, #infant loss, #stillbirth support, #pregnancy loss, #baby loss, #pregnancy and infant loss, #loss of a child