They tell you to reflect- I hate it cause It’s hard to relive pains- but today I reflected if it was not for God by my side. Many promises -but they are as limited as me- but GOD even when I fail him. At times he might be silent but he is still holding me. He doesn’t let me go when things get messed up. He doesn’t think am too much when I bring him my everything- let me share with you what someone told me : your failures, your mistakes- God knew them and He is too big they do not intimidate him- He is so big that He can work with that mess. I am grateful I have such a good good father I don’t care what others think of me- Am still his, are you?