I haven’t been inactive because I’ve lost interest it’s more that I’ve been overwhelmed by not knowing where to start. I’ve bought a lot of courses, but none of them feel connected or give me a clear direction, so I end up bouncing between them without connecting the dots. It gets frustrating because I have all this knowledge available, yet I still feel as though I haven't learned anything and feel stalled. And after five years, I’m still a beginner stuck in a kind of "Groundhog Day loop" always starting over, but never actually moving forward. I switch between guitars, styles, and even theory, but without a focused path I seem to lose purpose and momentum quickly. I keep trying to figure out a structured, meaningful way forward so I can actually make progress. This year is going to be different!