My personal blitz coach/nemesis (get your own coaches/nemeses - he's busy) talked me back from the ledge and I'm feeling better about the blitz, the outcomes, and the future of my blitz buddy 's and my communities. Her community is exploding and I'm here for it! Mine is growing slowly but surely - next step is to get some MRR going...
With the 'one person, one problem' mindset I'm ready for it!