New to Group - Hello! · Beautiful Mind

New to Group - Hello!

Hi everyone,

My name is Anthony and I live in Saskatchewan, Canada. Holly graciously allowed me to join the week on a 2-week free trial as I clicked 'join for free' to find out it isn't an open group. I watched the boundaries call and you seem like a lovely group. Whether I stay or go in two weeks is undetermined. I will join one of the live calls this week.

In the boundaries call, Holly spoke about the house concept and up until a year and a half ago, I lived in the basement suite of my family home. Two years prior, my partner moved in and began to awaken me to the dysfunction of this home, that has no boundaries to support the narcissism of my other family members. We moved 14 hours away and the change has been increasingly good for me on all levels: relationship, emotional life, physical health, financial, etc.

The main focus or journey I'm on right now is to master my finances, and my entrepreneur-ship. I have a free Skool community of my own around fantasy art, and recently have decided to create a course to help artists and wanna-be artists live more creative lives. Along with doing commissions and selling my own original work, that feels to be the next step.

I do struggle with doubt quite often, not knowing what is the divine offering or niche I can serve that meets my variety of artistic passions: art, Feldenkrais, acting, photography, spirituality, and more... Yet, as I've started this course, I have hope for it being a unique combination of what I value. I also am exploring the choosing my energy so that I'm not wanting money or success with my art and getting in my head about it, and instead BEING the already done reality of it and choosing inspired action from there.

Creating, moving, leading, and dreaming are my core Gene Key pieces, and my Human Design says that I do best when I'm focusing on what's satisfying. These are some of my new primary directors as I walk the already done version of my financial abundance. I'm doing better, but sometimes will end up doing the 'busy work' over tuning in to see what's actually exciting and closer to my genius and what I love to do: create art, teach, and be embodied.

Here are some peonies from my backyard this summer for your enjoyment.

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