Scream
I want to scream
but the words don't come out
right...
I want to be free from all of the ptsd
but cant look for the right help
I remember when my ex marquis
had abused me
that day was awful
the pain I endured in it
the way he stole stuff from me
and the way he would scream and get in my face
because I kicked him out of my apartment
because he was having snarty marks about
me and my life...
I want to scream
I want to cry
because why did I deserve to be beaten
by all of my exes
why would they treat me so fucking bad
it don't make sense..
I've been trying to put it together
piece by piece...
how a nice girl like me
would let herself through every man
just for that man to abuse and beat and kick her
It don't make no sense
it don't add up
now I found me someone
and I love him very much
but I feel really insecure about
what happened in the pasts...
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Alva Volz
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