Breathe-Russ
"Breathe
I'm not in love, it's just a game we do
I tell myself I'm not that into you
But I don't wanna sleep, it's quarter after three
You're in my head like, breathe
I'm not in love, it's just a game we do
I tell myself I'm not that into you
But I don't wanna sleep, it's quarter after three
You're in my head like"
When we argue its torture
I remember all the bullshit you used to pull
Just for me to go back home to my family
I remember the wanting to kill myself and the endless sleepless nights
All because I was deeply in love with you
Even though we are getting married on your birthday next year
I can't forget the road we've been down
lots of arguing...
lots of disagreements and disappointments
I know you probably want to forget all those moments
But those moments are what made us who we are today
The endless sleepless nights because we were homeless
The wanting to kill ourselves cause of stress and other people
Other people going after us because they couldn't understand
Why we were together...
I remember when we were in west Virginia and one of your friends
Assaulted you and you had said to let it slide
I said you should've gone to the police...
But you said you wanted to be the bigger person and let it slide
I know you remember when we were in a hotel with your fake family
and they used to abuse us and leave bruises on us
because they wanted to kidnap us because they were twisted
We still have yet to forgive them for it
But we probably won't considering they haven't changed...
Now that we are heading to your dad's house
In a better less stressful environment
I hope we can start a family
And have a wedding two weddings on in Indiana and one in PA
I love you Alex
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