Dang when you lose what you just wrote will hurt something different

As long as you hesitate. It makes you procrastinate. Then you try to compensate. But it does make you appreciate, all the lessons learned. That came from hesitation and being so complacent. Been looking for compensation. Damn ain't this life amazing. I wonder how it would have been, if I just would have patience and no hesitation.

Recover me, someone I just don't know. Someone I lost long ago. A boy lost in a world so cold. Not a man to help him know or even teach them how to throw, sitting at home for someone just to come along. No one comes, world so cold. Bitterness sets in as days grow old. Turning a boy's heart so cold. As bitterness sets in, days grow old. His sits trapped ,a bitter old soul that grew old from a world so cold. Trapped in endless days of bitterness and hate. Then found faith, a father I could never see. Help me recover me.

As I walk a path. I'm never looking back. Endless struggles and pain. Weighted emotions of past mistakes. leaving a heavy burden on my plate. Revolving cycles of things I have to let go. Turn your emotions so cold. Everything seems to went and gone away. Cold endless days till I'm in my final resting place.

Trapped In Time. So the time you can't escape and time is everything. But it has no worth. Oh how time can slip away or time can be gained. So as we let time slip away creeping at death's door, trapped in time trying to find a way to slip from death grip. As we breathe take the time to see. Time is something we can't escape but we can manipulate enough time to bring change. On how we eat think and even breathe we can escape the deaths race of devil's grip as we rewire, reframe, and retrain our brain.