Itās been a challenging couple of days. I have a loved one in the hospital who has been in excruciating pain with a herniated disc in her upper spine. She needs me. More for emotional support than anything. Iāve been visiting the last two days.
At the same time itās my sisterās birthday. Today, we were planning to spend time together and watch the football playoffs. Sheās my sister. Itās meaningful as I donāt get to see her often. Iām the ride for my dad and brother to go see her.
*Two opposing scenarios. Two opposing and extreme emotions and experiences.
I canāt do both. I feel like I canāt even think about being available for me at this time. Itās a tough spot to be in.
Can anyone identifyā
Have you ever felt this way in a similar positionā