Itâs been a challenging couple of days. I have a loved one in the hospital who has been in excruciating pain with a herniated disc in her upper spine. She needs me. More for emotional support than anything. Iâve been visiting the last two days.
At the same time itâs my sisterâs birthday. Today, we were planning to spend time together and watch the football playoffs. Sheâs my sister. Itâs meaningful as I donât get to see her often. Iâm the ride for my dad and brother to go see her.
*Two opposing scenarios. Two opposing and extreme emotions and experiences.
I canât do both. I feel like I canât even think about being available for me at this time. Itâs a tough spot to be in.
Can anyone identifyâ
Have you ever felt this way in a similar positionâ