Shaman Heart, Sacred Rebel - Fuck you and Thank You, Surrendering to the Angel of Death
This is a lived account of shamanic death. Today on Storytime with Angel, I read from my chapter in the collaborative book with Brave Healer Productions, Shaman Heart, Sacred Rebel by Stephanie Urbina Jones and Jeremy Pager. In this chapter from Sacred Rebel, Angel shares the story of traveling to Teotihuacan during the early days of the pandemic to surrender what no longer served — grief, trauma, betrayal, and the false authority of spiritual hierarchy. This is not a polished spiritual teaching. It is an initiation. Inside this transmission: • Shamanic death and rebirth • Trauma stored in the body • Sacred rage as medicine • Boundaries inside spiritual containers • Discernment with teachers, healers, and gurus • Reclaiming inner authority This story speaks to those who have: – been harmed in spiritual spaces – outgrown guru culture – felt the call to walk their own path – remembered they are their own greatest healer Strong language and raw truth are part of this transmission. If this resonates, you are not broken — you are remembering. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ulURdFWOcXE