Feb 16 (edited) • Mr Mavros📢
📌A Letter to Myself✉️
After what I have been through, I never thought I'd be here right now with a spark of hope in relation to helping people again. The reason for not believing this was possible is that hope it was taken away from me in every single way you could imagine! Before breaking down physically and psychologically, it was my purpose, what I was trained in, it has always been my WHY.
If I looked in the mirror 'not too long ago' and told myself I'd find purpose in helping people again, I'd tell myself I was broken, fractured, dying and that I was not only incorrect but insane. I'd stare at myself in the mirror and explain the symptoms of my fractured mind and how coming to terms with immobility and death (multiple times) was the only truth left. Following that logical order, I'd then tell myself to keep preparing for that.
Now that I have put myself back together, I do hope to pick up where I left off, I do hope to strengthen people, in mind, body and spirit. I do hope to support those who need it. I do hope to once again find myself. I'm not letting this mentality go as I fear the quiet, the loneliness, the despair and the silence will return forever!
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Now - for those who kicked me when I was down, I know they are all praying I don't get up this time around to continue on my mission of helping others.
What they don't understand, is that with the line that they crossed, they brought out my inner strength ( attained when I put myself back together after I was not worth saving), they made it darker but I carried on. So to those Nihilists knocking at my door, I wonder what they will say when I open it once again?
Since they believe in the poisonous words that they preach, I'll remind them that they will fail once again (this time with a smile on my face), I'll march through their quicksand as they sing their poisonous melodies! As I leave them behind, I'll take a final look back, watching as they check their own pulse, in a panic that their best put me down, but could not keep me down. I know the horror instilled once you realise your best was not enough to get the job done - I'm rubbing it right in their faces.
I will always remember, never forgive or ever forget that they rained on my parade at every opportunity they had, only to then play in the puddles they left behind, splashing their dirty, filthy water all over me. I'm not scared of stepping outside with with them once again, they should be though - I have recollected, and although they may bring their storm once again, I brought my umbrella with me this time!
GRATITUDE
Thank you to the devils who taught me the hardest lessons (you gave it all you got and broke me a thousand times - it seemed the odds were in your favour) and thank you to GOD for protecting me (You were with me the entire time).
So this is where I stand, everything which was broken has been put back together again, so I guess this fragile state of mind (I can't quite survive) is going to do what it always does.... It's going to CHASE IT !
CHASE IT or LIGHTS OUT!
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