wins/challenges: https://youtu.be/dXrkP_z2wG4?si=tgnrYLhxjJgk3-ar I missed a call this morning for no obvious reason than the universe didnt want me to attend... I was on my computer, yet the calendar invite alert did not pop up. it felt "on brand" for "old courtney" and I felt really bad about missing it, because this person reached out a month ago, and I missed our original call (while driving back from my grandmother's funeral in florida lol). The call was with someone trying to sell me their lead generation strategy. so as much as I felt guilt, I felt like it was fine. the challenge was to not let it ruin my day with old negative thoughts about my ability to perform, show up, and follow through on "commitments" - it was "unprofessional" (and it was, by my standard), but what is my standard really? Here is the win: I didnt set a clear boundary and I agreed to a meeting that wasnt going to result in business. He was prospecting me, I owe this person nothing. I could feel embarrassed and like his experience will haunt me for the rest of this practice's life lol, OR, I could let it go, and realize that if the universe wants us to do business together, we will when the stars align. He even said as much in his email to me (after waiting on the call for 10 minutes) - the tightening in my chest is not real - this is pretend stress - the negative effect I had on him does NOT need to spiral and create more negative thoughts, beliefs, and feelings. we arent here for that kind of low vibe energy.... we are here to meditate on unconditional love, wealth, and abundance. that man got 50- 120 minutes back to himself (lol my meetings arent quick) AND one day, perhaps if he is as good as he says he is, I will make it up to him by hiring him. also win, i don't owe anyone anything - guilt is not real - fault is not real - life happened and is happening now, so the WIN is in knowing that I lived today in peace, reflection, and GOD'S love.... was missing the call great? no, but agreeing to it in the first place was my root cause to this problem. Live and LEARN.