Hey guys! hope we all doing well. recently made a decision to pursue one relationship instead of 3 different ones. Last week, I met up with the other two and told them I'm moving on. Luckly I think I ended things on good terms(somehow). I realize I dont have the lust that I used to have and I finally have peace of mind. If you guys are wondering what having a dating rotation looks like? It's chaos and unnecesary energy used. I recommend sticking to one. Obviously, if you want to get that one girl, you need skills to get any girl.

You know what I used to believe? Self improvement. Sounds so sweet.. having control over your fate thru discipline and hard work, unwillingness to give in. But heres the reality. What are you really chasing? If its hard work itself congrads you shouldnt be reading this one. But eventually we relate self improvement with our self worth. In other words we get attrached to materialistic success. Thats why after all those gym sessions after all those dates you still feel void. This year I realized self improvement is another sweet distraction from reality, called Jesus.