Just dis this journey.

WOW! WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED!

I expexted some childhood drama but it was all about the death of my partner. Feeling sad, shame for not being able to cry for a long time, but also the part of feeling truly loved was with him. No childhood image came through. It made me sad.

I was cold at first. I couldn’t lie still at the second and third part. After the scream I felt warm but also got crab hands at the shame part.

Tears were streaming right from the beginning.

Now I’m feeling overwhelmed by what happened. A sence of clarity and serene calmness is mu vurrent state of mind.

Can’t wait to start the 30BM challenge and the 10 week program at the BMA.