say what you think but don't think if you got nothing nice to say i will continue to share my story more later when I'm ready I love because God is lives in me and he loves me like I love all of you.

im sharing who I am before I come up here sharing what others need to be here I am as naked as I could be I'm sharing like David dancet with his robe I dance for my Lord at all time people always said I will never be used because I smoke or I drink well guess what my father never left me nor forsake me somebody needs to do it in the dark and that's me what paster what preacher goes and speak to people like me no one after I got sat down from a church all because I had the key of freedom and because a sister paid tithing and not me but I know now I am the church i am love the warrior Bride of Christ I am all what makes this world be a world

my mother would knock on people's door asking for food and no one fed her my dad left his home at age 11 with no shoes from mexico tijuana my mom s mom died my mom was 6 years old they both greew up in the street they met in santa ana california where i was conceived im a pcp baby drug baby

at age 5 i would grab my moms alcohol and my dad he would be so high he was never there my mom suffered and didn't know how to ask for help. because she never had a mom nor a dad she was always looking for that love that she couldnt find she found a person like my dad he is the first child of 12 I am the first of the 12 I am What God has called me to be a light in the dark

im a child of God I'm called as Jesus Sister I am called as the light I'm here to fight for those that feel no forgiveness in the dark because I am from the dark I speak life Our Father loves us so much there is no time to think the way we are use too its time to fight with the word of God if he is for us who could be against us my love for humans like us is unristible I love as much as I've always wanted to love im 41 years old I grew up in a house of addicts I was born in Santa Ana California orange county remember at age