When you feel sad and lost, you go ahead and put up your Christmas tree. Silver and Gold themed this year. While you are looking for more silver ordements you run into the ones you made for your ex-boyfriend. The ones you spent extra money on to customize with the year and your names, thinking he would love them like you did. He hated them, hated Christmas, and really anything that required any effort or spending time out of the apartment with friends and family. You felt alone for the last time and made the hardest decision youve had to make in a while. You packed your whole life up in two weeks and left 4 days after your 3 year anniversary, thinking you'd never smile again... so you put up your Christmas tree.