Confession: Archive Accounts Changed Me
I've always used Pinterest as a vision board.. Then when I first joined here I was getting to know myself more inward, so I decided to create different archive accounts to make post in order to motivate and plan out where I would like to see myself in the future.. Something about taking the time to craft the planning of your future 3-10 years from now without completely anchoring it feels wonderful. It has taught me immensely in appreciating who I am more by looking back on just how much I have grown.. It goes so deep in integrating who you are when you have strong foundation. I think I've struggled with understanding how I'd like to present myself because I wanna do so many things! I also wanna give a big shoutout to Asterisk Create because this program is truly such an amazing corner of the earth I've landed on. It has brought me so much motivation and discipline. I am loving and enjoying my time in getting to know everyone here and their individualities. It's such a beautiful community. Jordan has done such an amazing job along with everyone involved I give major props to! When I post, even if it's random inspo, scraps, moods, half-thoughts. I started seeing patterns in who I am. What I like. What I am drawn to. Who I'm becoming. It's like curating my soul in real time. Which is something we are constantly doing everyday so I have found that most of what held me back was simply and only my non-belief in myself and that is the only thing.. It's just silly but it's such a sweet relief.. I was also able to find so many people.. who share similar vibes to me or aesthetics during times I felt so alone in the world.. It has helped me find my balance in my spirituality and logical mind.. This community and platform is soooo beautifully translated in what I have personally been working on in myself.. That is why I felt so called to join Asterisk, and I am someone who would probably be known to be skeptical of this kind of learning because I have very strong discernment for myself so I only want to put myself in communities that go against the grain yet invites the stitching of unity because that is just who i am in my heart of hearts and I see each and every single person doing that and it's so overwhelming to witness the beauty not gonna lie..