Well i can see spirits, thats fun, saw a lizard man as a child maybe around 4, or 5 definitely not 6, 7. i think my third i closed after that, felt the spirits tho, which would scare me, started seen shadows in highschool, in a very lit room, all my electronics had lights, so i couldn't even pretend it wasnt starring at me. Then it fizzed away towards the heart chakra, i have a history of misunderstandings so im assuming ima turn that into power somehow, who knows 🤣 🤣 🤣 i used to have really dark visions in a sense, due to the depression i felt atm, now i realize it wasnt fully all mine, didnt know i was a mirror until 2025 🤣🤣🤣 i didn't realize i was followed by lower energy beings, that was fun to experience 🤣🤣🤣, i got into massage still was asleep 😴😴😴 thanks to this, i ended up finally in the realm of magic and wonder so my eyes began to open. I started feeling more into my body as i learned about how i can restore and balance my body as well. I started becoming more in tune with the spiritual side without realizing it, i started to realize that drinking severed my connection to people, i started feeling like i was touching a dead body, it was weeeeiiirrrdds soo i left it behind and havent looked back, before i realized it, it had been years. I took mushrooms once, that allowed me to understand the people that loose their children, and have to bury them, it was intense and im grateful, it also allowed me to deepen my connection to my soul, giving me a glimpse of my gifts. Thanks to cannabis, and my intention to heal, i began to unravel and see how pure i truly am within. Ive been shedding the old to make space for the new, i also began to see the beauty in everything, even the darkest moments. Thanks to all of that, i am.